The Symmetry of Realizing

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The Symmetry of Realizing

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released October 1, 2013

All songs written, recorded, and produced by My Enemy Complete

Mixed and additional recording by Rennie Grant at Baltimore Recording Company

Mastered by Tony Eichler at Goldtone Mastering

Additional bass by Rennie Grant

Art and Design by Jeff Jacobs (jeffjacobs.net)

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My Enemy Complete is a DC based band inspired by dense electronics and emotional songwriting.

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Track Name: Defragment
And I thought we were one flesh
I thought that we were intertwined
Like the rain on that sun set
I sat in my car, I held you tight
And I'm giving up somewhere
Let me bleed into the night
such a limitless sense of regret
I never want to be so fragile

I light a candle in your name
I won't ever open up again

And I feel the chill tonight
It's best to let this mystery unfold
Step away and chase the light
I realize it's out of my control
And I've wasted half my life
trying to glorify
such a limitless sense of regret
I never want to be so fragile

I light a candle in your name
I won't ever open up again
I light a candle in your name
I’ll never be the same

In a suicide a blood lit candle
Dreams of you will twist and turn
Crazy maybe but I remember you
like it was yesterday

The symmetry of realizing
who were we before
I knew your name
we're going back to
being strangers once again

In my eye
In my eye…
Track Name: Silent Compromise
I see the longing in your eyes
as you jump into the fire
The shiver past the cold blood in your spine
has no time for desire
Hey hey you know the burden
of lies too precious to let go
I'm convinced in the moment
this is my social suicide

Don't wait until the fire in you drowns

I see the damage you have done
as the fire in me dies
You lay them down to sleep one by one
as I give into your lies
They convince you to murder
They convince you to let go
but I hold secrets
imagine
this is my silent compromise

Don't wait until the fire in you drowns
Don't ever let these bastards bring you down
Don't wait until the secret’s in your grave
Just scream until the whole world knows your name

Hey hey you know the burden
of lies too precious to let go
I'm convinced in the moment
to let go of this animosity

Wash me now
Wash me now
Wash me
Track Name: Fifteenth Night
Shifting the balance in the right direction now
suddenly the alchemist wants to show me how
I'm not afraid of letting go when my delusion calls
I trust in the part of you that wants to move on ......

I can feel the universe
in my bones in my blood
A million stars will crash and burn
to bring you here to bring you love

Drifting the galaxy trying to find a home
I came by to keep you warm, you say you know you don't belong
See this thing inside of me is going to disconnect
I trust in the part of me that wants the infinite

I can't fear the universe
in my bones in my blood
A million stars will crash and burn
to bring you here to bring you love

Imagine yourself in the moon…
Track Name: The Only Sadness
At least I don't pretend
I never wanna be a fallacy of your jealous gods
Well at least I don't pretend
to fall in love with the vanity of your empty heart
So who the fuck you condescend
Never gonna be serenity in your punishment
I don't know why you came to hunt me down

I keep going
down in cycles
lead me through the dark

Why do I continue lost?
Down the road of no return
Why do I unchain your heart?
When you leave me here to burn

And every time when you look at me
will I feel so ordinary
I've been sticking daggers in my head
will I stop sinking in my shame
So who the fuck you condescend
we're not addicted to melancholy
Oh well

I'm shattering the pictures
the frozen images
so put me back together
when I turn to pieces
And even if you hurt me
I'm not carrying this with me
for one reason

Why do I continue on?
Down the road of no return
Why do I unchain your heart?
When you leave me here to burn
Track Name: Memory Cell
Tonight I am holding you deep in my dreams of
Sinking in darkness and I see no way out ……
How can I wash the stains of this pain from my heart now?
I’m broken and tired and I wanna come undone somehow

When I try to be what I already am
I sink in your guilt when I’m making amends

Cause I can’t remember
How I became a stranger to all of this in silent dreams

I’m gonna try and erase what I already am now
I want to forget and forgive you somehow
So hold me tonight cause I don’t want to fade
Back into weakness of poisonous hate

Cause I can’t remember
How I became a stranger to all of this in silent dreams

Days I feel old, I feel young
Days I’m just better holding my tongue
Days I’ve seen god playing human
He cuts himself down to play the victim

Right until the morning comes
Wait until the mourning comes
Wait until the morning comes
This is my return ...

Cause I can remember
How I became a stranger to all of this in silent dreams
Track Name: Where Are You Now
A whisper through flesh
how can I forget
All the things about you maybe
I don't regret
Emotion so real that I don't wanna feel
Let the morning deny what the night
might just want to be

Where are you now when I need you the most?
Pictures have faded you're turned into a ghost
Don't think I'm sleeping at all but these days
Hoping to stumble and dream
dream of you again

You raise me to love
you take me beyond
The limitations of your tragedy
your human form
Just like a dream this life will be gone
and if I stare too long into your eyes
I’ll never come back home

I don't leave around razor blades
when I think she's having a bad day
Try to see through all my rage
help me find a way out of this place
I'm gonna take it one day by day
till I find my escape
Because it's easier to bear the pain
than finding a reason for changing

I am changing for you
Can you see me, see me through?
Track Name: Convergence
She lies in coma waiting
while the sirens come so easy
She looks inside a room of false reminders
Orbiting her veins

The falling rain could lie
I realize in vain
I want to see your light
Come on again someday

Those desperation days are gone
You were my torture chamber
I’ve stayed in one place way too long
to take the road on out ahead

Distance is fading
Anticipating
Like a disease
There’s a siren in my head

The falling rain could lie
I realize in vain
I want to see your light
Come on again someday
Track Name: Circular Mind
The motive sets you off, the more you try denying
When you’re insinuating, there is no silver line

And I want you to know I’m giving up on you

They all wanna see you fail; they all wanna see you trying
And no one’s sending angels to help you realize it

And I want you to know I’m giving up on you

Been slipping away so long
I know I will always follow you

Hold on to ashes of your divine
I started thinking where do I draw the line
So you will never control my mind
Let me discover what I want to find

Been slipping away so long
I know I will always follow you
So long…